Perspective

I haven't written anything in way too long. I have a million excuses. Mainly time related but that's even a poor excuse as I have found that you will always make time for the things you really, really want to do. 

It's ok. 

It really, really is. I have been thinking about perspective the past few days. I am very anxious and worried right now. I feel a lot of burden about being in a situation where our house hasn't sold but we are under contract on a new one. It was a joint decision- but one I pushed for so now I feel the pangs of worry and fear. Two of my old friends-back for a visit. They tend to show up from time to time.

Around me-I see way more worrisome and fearful situations. I can't help but to think of the families that lost so much in the recent floods or the families fighting cancer or job loss or addictions or homelessness. It makes my burden feel so frivolous. We are healthy, employed, and hey-soon we will have 2 homes! 

But none the less-perspective means to me that it doesn't make my worries any less-it just means that it times like this I need to be more mindful. My words, actions, and feelings have power over myself and my family.  

Grateful instead of worried

Peaceful instead of anxious

Loving instead of edgy

Keeping the focus on the right things keeps life in perspective. I promise to do more of that.

Oh and write more. 

Stephanie 

My baby girl's smile today. Now that is a reason to be happy!